maliase.

worried, anxious and adding vitamins to the mix of daily little capsules; because my best friends mom told me i should (i couldnt ask for a better friend). all these little concentrated hormones, and chemicals in an attempt to makes me not have babies and not sleep so god damn much. its all entirely frustrating; i hate taking pills and dealing with doctors but i can admit when it is necessary. i can also tell when its not helping, and so far none of it is.
fuck.